05 April 2011


“Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one’s head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no to-morrow. To forget time, to forgive life, to be at peace.”
-Sylvia Plath

I've been so stressed out. Well, I wouldn't be surprised, I have my exams in around a month, I'm going to graduate and get out of high school, I will then be doing art for the rest of my life, I will be able to concentrate on more important things rather than 'Will I pass math?' I just absolutely can not wait. I was at school for 16 hours today, sorting out the finals of my art things to send off to the examiners. I'm excited, but terrified.

I wish to be in peace, and just be content with my life. I usually think that I'm better off on my own, taking care of myself in my own way and no one can say anything about it. I desire to reach out and take what I wish to be mine. I'm just waiting for the next chapter of my live to start because I'm so tired of this one. I'm in that part of the book where nothing really happens but boring, senseless drama. Hopefully the next chapter will be exciting, adventurous, romantic and all those fun things you enjoy from a book. That's how I wish my life would be like.
A fiction book. That would be just lovely.

What do you hope to happen in your next chapter?


  1. Hello lovely, I love this blog! Just my cup of tea. My next chapter involves becoming a yogini, transferring to a better university, and getting a job. And maybe my Boy, if it's right. skinnies skinnies to you!

  2. i love that quote. oh, to be a romance novel. that would be... interesting.
    in my next chapter, i hope to finally be comfortable in my body and be happy. i want my boyfriend i to trust each other, to be ... one. if you know what i mean?... tht would be nice. i need someone to trust because i dont have anyone right now.
    stay lovely, dear. <3

  3. Thats exciting you'll be out of high school soon! I wish I was just now getting out. Take advantage of college, if you're going to go for art. Do what makes you happy<3

  4. sylvia plath is a great writer. new possibilities are exciting, good luck with your exams hun.

  5. Teaspoon! Thank you for leaving me some lovely little comments. I'm excited that you are about to graduate. I think the next chapter in your life will be your best yet. Universities provide such great learning opportunities all around.

    I'm a bit ahead of you (i.e. a little older) so my next chapter involves the triad of beginning a career, restarting graduate school, and anticipating a marriage proposal... whichever comes first is going to move my life forward quite a bit.


you are beautiful.
just thought i should let you know ♥